To Do’s/To Not Do

Okay so I am a BIG on making lists. I do not feel like I have my life together if I do not have a list. I have this fear if I do not write it down that I will forget it. The bad thing about this trait is I currently have multiple notebooks full of lists and I truly do not actually look at them often….but like I said, it makes me feel like I have my life “together” knowing that I have lists to refer to if needed. Another issue with this is that I am constantly wanting a new notebook due to this list making obsession, and when I get this new notebook I literally reorganize my lists.. which means I am basically just re-writing everything..waste of time I know. But, hey for me there is nothing like checking something off that mile long to do list or crossing it out with a little aggression sometimes like YES I FINALLY did that one thing I have been putting off for months…even though there are a hundred other things on here I need to be doing :) I also have different pages in my notebook with categorized topics, like immediate to do’s, personal to do’s, business to do’s and so on and so forth. My favorite part about this silly trait is that I have these “to do” lists but when I do actually read them(or remake them) I read through the list and think hmmm “to do” or “to not do”(as in do I really need to do that or can it wait) So, in a nutshell I am not quite sure if this trait is a good thing or an absolute waste of time. But, for now I will carry on with my list making obsession.